My first time having sex with a guy was with a friend of mine that was gay. It was total spur of the moment, and I actually came onto him. It was also my first sexual experience period…I didnt have sex with a woman until that following summer.

Anyway, I had been curious about it for years. I had already been playing with my ass, and had started eating my cum after masturbating. I started thinking I might actually be gay, the thought of hooking up with a guy excited me much more than being with a woman…I was just FAR too nervous about actually doing it, and terrified about being outed.

A guy in the group of friends I was running around with had recently come out as gay, none of us really thought about it all that much because he was a good friend.

One weekend I was hanging out at his apartment drinking and smoking a little bit, having a good time. His roommate left to go to work, leaving both of us alone in his apartment. A little while after just hanging out, I got this overwhelming urge to experiment with him. I finally worked up the nerve to tell him that I thought I might have been gay, then asked if I could give him a blowjob. I was so nervous I just let it all out at once, taking him completely by surprise. Fortunately he said yes, and when I went to grab his belt he stopped me and said to go to his bedroom.

When we get there, he laid down on the bed and told me to take his pants off. I nervously reached down and undid his pants, then pulled him down. I had heard that he was packing, but HOLY FUCK he was huge…easily 8″ long and probably 2″ thick. I grabbed it and stroked, bringing up a bead of precum. I leaned over and licked the precum, then took the head in my mouth. Realizing it wasnt that bad, I got more into it.

He told me to take my pants off and lay on the bed, we ended up in a sideways 69, sucking each other. Being my first sexual experience, I had no idea what to do, so I just tried to mirror what he was doing to me.

After a few minutes I tensed up and came in his mouth, but I wasnt able to make him cum. When I finished that PNC kicked in and I stuck around for about another 15 minutes before leaving. It took me several weeks to work out the fact that I had sucked a dick, and whether or not I actually liked it. By the time I decided that I liked it and wanted to make him cum, I was hanging out with his roommate and he told me that my friend outed me to him. I was so pissed off that I left and never talked to him again.

But from that day on, I realized that I loved to suck dick and my next goals were to swallow cum and get fucked…both of which happened a couple of years later.

I can share those stories along with others if people are interested.